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Difficulty with Visualization Meditations and correlation to a second field of vision
Hey ya’ll, I am wondering of something… I know I posted a status a while back about being able to see lights… it is a little hard to explain in words, but I am getting better at it… basically for as long as I can remember I have a constant “snow” of multi-colored, both light and dark specs of light in my field of vision, it is there no matter if my eyes are closed or open, although it is much easier to “see” in low light when my eyes are open. This second field of vision has a life of it’s own and my person belief is that it is related to the spirit realm, or somehow beyond/through the veil. This field can becoming solid colors, both of a light and dark variety (I realize the dark light may sound a bit off, but that is best way to put it). I can go solid, morph, move, sometimes it will move clockwise, counterclockwise, spiraling and like waves (think the way heat gives that wavy look in the summer off pavement). In dreamstate, bright white images will form and present themselves to me… I know that for me, this is a form of communication from my guides/angels/guardians, or just the other side, who or what exactly I can’t say for absolute certainty, just what I feel inside. at times actual moving sacred geometry style mandalas come, those are the most beautiful!!! not that all of them aren’t, they are, but the moving mandala types are just mesmerizing to me. and I beg them not to go when I notice they are fading, but alas, they do not stay very long. Now, I am quite grateful for what I see on a daily basis, yet I have extreme difficulty in getting visuals like most people talk about during guided meditations… my colors will do their thing, but no Animal or person or plant, etc. will present and I am rather curious to myself mostly if it is trade off… like I get to see things everyday that most don’t, but I don’t get to have the visualization… I realize that most likely, only others like me will be able to help me find information… and there goes my tinnitus (another thing I am learning is part of my communication from beyond – left ear just went bonkers lol)… so I am hoping beyond all hope that someone out there can help, or even to know I am not alone in this, or maybe there is a way to have both, I just haven’t found it yet… anyhoo… any info out there would be most appreciated. and even if you don’t have info, but experience these things… I would love to hear from you!!
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From a psychological perspective, you are likely more “open” during your dream state. When we meditate there are all kinds of small sensual issues that redirect our attention, even an iota. A wind at the window, a car outside, etc. It takes a lot of time and effort to get your brain to ignore that input during meditation.
Oh, I call Tinnitus my inner music, I believe c major
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it wasn’t until quite recently I realized the correlation to my tinnitus…
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