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I Am Grieving…
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Thank you Pearl, for your reply!!! The 22nd of next month will be 3 years since Melissa left her body. Being my sister’s primary caretaker at the “end” of her physical life and watching her suffer and struggle is the single most difficult thing I have ever been through. Most of the time, I do ok, but certain days, times, memories, songs, etc bring on the tears and my heart just breaks.
I am so grateful to be able to come here, to know that others understand and that I am not alone! What is sad for me is that I took it for granted that she would always be here and that I would pass before she did. I was wrong. But I know when all is said and done we were blessed to have one another for the time that we did.
Thanks for sharing about your dad and your experiences. It helps more than ya know.
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I am bumping this thread as I am having a mini-meltdown over the anniversary of my baby sister’s passing thru the veils. As of 1:30 in the morning it will be exactly 3 years. She was a very important part of my life. She brought me a great deal of joy and purpose. I miss her so much that it physically hurts my solar plexus chakra as well as my heart chakra.
I’ll survive but for now, I am reaching out for some support as I move through this time of sadness and grief. You know sometimes it feels as if she was here just minutes ago and in another way, it feels like it has been an eternity. I am like a turtle that is lying on its back, I could use some help flipping back over.
Thank Y’all in advance for being you!!!
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I am back online now [USER=452]@Mark Ravenheart[/USER] If you need to talk. I did say to look for me online if ever you do.
Yea as you maybe read i had a tough afternoon Wednesday which continude for the rest of the day. Hubby eventually stressing himself into a mild PTSD episode. Basically a shut down where he could not work out how to sort himself out for bed. Meaning he woke up still wearing a sock.
So i did the carer self care yesterday and went out to the next town shopping. 😁 I went a little wild, but did buy a beautiful Fairtrade knitted jacket, where some of the proceeds go to a Child Rescue in Napal. 🦋
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I would love to talk with you [USER=18]@Pearlized[/USER], but I am afraid I am physically exhausted and don’t know how long I will be on the site before I need to get some sleep. Thank you for the invitation, your compassion, and your willingness to help me out. I am honored.
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The offer is open for anytime [USER=452]@Mark Ravenheart[/USER]
I get the need for rest and sleep. Take it when you can or need to is our go to. Wont be the first time i have said. “” Thats it I’m done for today””, then gone to bed at 7 or 8 pm. Even going back when getting up at 6 ish, then maybe again mid afternoon.
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I have learned that my grief will never end, but like the love I hold in my heart for my loved ones…that, will never end either!!!
❤️🩹🧡💛💚💙💜🤍 So there is the cosmic balance.
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